| i'm desperate to believe |
How was life treating you today?
maybe it was as busy as usual..
Anticipacing,waiting until the night come,,
then goes by changed by morning..fast,slow..life is simply..but painfull..
sometimes joyfull around..
you can choice in the pick list..investigasting,teasing and enjoying..
you can't run,you can't hide..just faced!!No matter what..
How can I heal this..Live in this sophisticated world..
Sometimes I'm sad and I don't know why. i sit under the stars and I almost cry....
I really miss my friends in Senior High School..
Because i find honesty in there..
I can spent my time with very amusing things,,
I feel my live is very happy,,,
I can laughing,joking as we used to beThat the best moments to remember..
But now, my life is full with lying....
I don't know why.....Where is honesty now..??
I always share with my "Senior High Shool" friends,,,and my friends always give a simphaty that i have any problem..And once again....
I always find honesty in there..
Now,,I'm Desperate..
Must I Believe that??
What did you say, what did you do?"Her" says its very different with her doing..
I know that.."She" just act with me,,,,
But i won't have conflict with her again..
It's enough.....
And I believe time will tell wheter it's wrong or rightI just want to be try honest,,girl....
As you know..i'm very not interested about that..Yes, surely...
I just need the real fact from you..
But unfortunately not....If the people say the world like "opera"...
Maybe its right......
The world is full with something that we called "lying"
Yeah it's very confusing.....
I'm desperate to believe "her",,,
I miss my best friends in Senior High School....
The place that i share with my problem.......
And the place that I find the honesty.......
But the day after tommorrow will never bring you back again..
It's very difficult to get "the real friends"..
friends that always beside us in "everytime"..
Happy,Sadly,angry and many more...
That know she must doing if we need her,,
And almost know that us must be spent the time lonely..
Huff..yes i just ordinary friends,,
But i try to be a good friend for all,,
Because i know how feel if my friends hurt myself..
So i try to become a good friends...
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